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Friday, July 15, 2011

depression.


Sunday, March 27, 2011

for once i can say i can't wait to get back to sb despite all the work i'll have to do.


Thursday, November 25, 2010

In Santa Barbara, Lynn and I complain about the weather saying it gets too cold and such.  We "suffered" through extremely cold nights (my bed is right next to the window, so it's even worse).  Couple days later my friend comes in and tells me to turn on the heater.  Lynn and I automatically responded with a "what heater?!" look and I figured the white box thing was a heater/ac but when i asked the RA she didn't know either. So my friend taught us how to use the heater.  We slept warmly those nights.
When I got home last night the house was freezing! I feel so bad complaining about how cold it is in Santa Barbara when it is much worse in San Jose.  My poor mom, dad & dogs had to go through it. My parents don't like turning on the heat because it wastes electricity, gas & money.  So they have a separate heater for me in my room. I slept pretty warmly last night.  Oh, when I went home i ran straight in the house to see my dogs.  Cookie scrambled up and I was in joy, but then he jumped on me and barked at me.  I was startled and shocked but pushed it off since maybe I frightened him by running into the house.  I opened the door to see if my baby, Lucky, would remember me, but he too just ran pass by me.  They greeted everyone else and acted as if I was a stranger.  Pretty sad.  But they finally came around to me and i pet them, hugged them, and such. and afterwards I got teary and rubbed my eyes.  Mom made my favorite Vietnamese bowl, Bun Bo Hue.  Oh how I miss real good asian food.  It was like heaven.  She asked me if I wanted more, but I had to refuse.  She even bought grapefruit, which is one of my favorite fruit, and I ate half that thing. 
Afterwards, we took one of my friends home and I felt so lucky.  Her parents are in Texas so she's going home to her aunts and uncles.  Isn't that kind of sad?  On Thanksgiving most college students are looking forward to going to their own home and spending time with mom and dad. But for my friend she's going home...but her parents are no where near.  It's kind of saddening. On the way back my eyes got super itchy, so i began to rub them even more.  I expected my eyeballs to become red and such, but when I got home and checked. All around my eyes were red & puffy.  I literally looked like a raccoon, but instead of black circles, I had red circles.  My mom and my other friend advised me to wash my face, put visine drops, ice my eyes, and drink allergy medicine.  So I did all that, except icing my eyes...it was way too cold.  Afterward I went to tapioca and target.  Oh, how I miss seeing familiar faces at tapioca...but I extremely miss tapioca express itself.  Target, I miss target.  Why don't' we have a target in Santa Barbara? Went back home showered in a familiar bathroom, with warm water. Went to my cozy room, put in my red blanket, talked to some friends, snoozed like a baby.  In the morning my dad came in jumped on my bed and laid with me and told me a girl who was going back for thanksgiving was kidnapped so he ran in my room to check if I was still there.  :)
So i guess the point of my story is: 1. telling you how my day back is.  2.  to somewhat tell you to appreciate and be thankful for everything you have because if you don't you will regret it. 


Wednesday, August 04, 2010

jul. 29 - aug. 3 the highlight of my summer. blog bout it tmrw.

July 29 - Picked up John & then Sophie went back home to pack up stuff. Left the house at about 6ish. We drove to Bakersfield.  Once I was like 3 miles away from my Bakersfield house, I got pulled over by a cop. WTF! not my dad but me =_=" lame. so i had to stop. he said i was speeding. x_X blame dad! i was following him. and then so he asked me for my driver's license. and insurance. all that good stuff. then fml i couldnt find my wallet. i had it with me but i didnt know where i put it. so i asked him if i could check the trunk. walked over to the trunk digged thru our shit like crazy couldnt find it. so i gave him my name & birthdate. blah blah. my dad came over and sweet talked the dude. and idk he gave me a warning so i didnt get a ticket thank god! got home found my wallet underneath the ONE thing i did not look at. fml. went around bakersfield to try to find walgreen or lucky's b/c its supposed to open 24/7 but nopes! lame stores there weren't open. found out that walmart opened 24/7 went there. bought some stufff. :D

July 30 - woke up early and went to disneyland. sophie & john were debating to go to disneyland or CA adventures for a good like 20 mins. we ended up goign to disneyland because they wanted me to go on all the rides with them & if they went to CA adventures then i wouldnt.  Idk, we spent like 4 hrs in the same spot HAHAHAHA. it was pretty funny. ran around going to different rides. got hungry. blah blah. john failed when we went to that one ride. haha! the guy who checked fast pass was like you fail. and they had this convo thing. loool. went home at like 11, but stopped by a pho place. so we went home at like 1ish? idk, driving back to bakersfield was all bad cause i was super tired. lack of sleeeep :( i started seeing hella stuff. got hella trippy. the white lines on the road reminded me of like stars in the buzzlightyear thing and hten m ydad's car became mickey mouse & then i thought there was this like canopy over the roads. and omg. it was crazy. i was gettings uper tired. everyone knocked out in the car. so i would randomly turn on the AC to super cold to wake myself up whcih would wake up john and he'd be ike okay we can do this together. my teeth would start to chatter & i look over he knocked out. =__=" so then yeah. pretty much that's what happened. i kept reminding myself im in reality & im driving so i cant let go LOOOL. all bad. sophie woke up seeing me swerve a little and got a little freaked out HAHAH, so sorry! so she was liek DUDE AWKE UP. finally got home. i freaing ran up stairs to the bed and lied there for a bit and then knocked out. ew, i hate sleeping without showering.

jul. 31 - my dad & cousins were gunna go somewhere, but i guess we were all tired so sophie john & i stayed home. explored bakersfield a bit. went to michaels, the mall. spent like an hour in michaels reading teh immature book. LOL & like hrs in the mall trying to find the theaters & the arcade. spent like an hour in the arcade...hm what else did we do. went back home tried the seesaw. lied around. fell asleep. woke up went to grab some sonics. epic fail we didnt know hwo to work the thing so we went drive thru =__=" afterwards we bought a pizza from uh some place near sonics & YUM, good pizza :D ewnt home ate...played badminton. showered, lied around. etc. LOL slept.

aug. 1 - drove to huntington beach. i was tired. again, lack of sleep. sophie saw me swerve a bit and started gripping my door. im so sorry! john koed. hahaha! went to eat breakfast with fambam then went over to the beach. we couldnt find my sunscreen so i asked them if that's okay and everyone was like oh we dont need sunscreen. i dont burn. so i was like okie dokie. we walked around THE BEACH IS SO AWESOME THEY HAVE RENTALS & BATHROOMS AND ITS SO NICE & PRETTY. fml, i was on my period :( i wanted to go in the water. anyways, we walked around looked at the rentals and stuff. bought sophie a shovel & a volleyball. we settled to our spot. sophie & john went in teh water. i was like TT__TT so sad. anyways, i decided to go rent john a boogieboard cause i think that'd be more fun for him. so i went to go get one. and then that string thing was not long so we had to go back and exchange it. sophie made me a sand castle. LOL, in the beginnign it looked like a pile of sand. HAHAHAHA. then i was exfoliating john's legs & back. and he started to exfoliate my legs. HAHAHAHA. so funny. and i told him to turn around but he wouldnt. =__=" sophie found 3 crabs! we tried to keep them in her water spout thingy ma bober. it was so waesome. it was like one huge crab & then two baby crabs. sophie cont. making her sand palace & then i tried to help dig a hole to bury john in. our hole was fail because it was like...deep but not wide so it wouldnt fit anyone. so we just buried him on top of the sand. gave him so massive boobs, sophie gave him a pregnant stomach look with a bucket & a star. and she decided to put a turtle RIGHT THERE. LOL! they went back in to the water. blah blah. got tired returned the board. blah blah... went in teh car sat for a while...waited for m ydad to text me back. met up at phuoc loc tho & went home. at home we got HELLA SUNBURNED. so sophie has massive sunburn on her arms & back (shes super white), i had it on my legs & arms & back. and john has this gigantic piece on his back. told him to flip over+__+ TOLD YOU GUYS WE NEED SUNSCREEN. dad called & asked if we needed to buy anything and we were like ALOE VERA!!! so got that...eh nothing afterwards

Aug. 2 - got lazy. stayed home at bakersfield while dad & cousins went to phuoc loc tho again. we went to target. stayed therefor like 3 hrs =__=" looked at random stuff blah blah. went back home. sat around on the stairs. did the seesaw thing again. went upstairs slept..woke up at 6ishhh. went to get some wingstop & sonics. yum. apparently i dont eat chicken right. so sophie & john ate my "leftovers" LOOL. hm, aftewards cleaned up and stuff. sat on the kitchen island. went upstairs. something something i forgot. played badminton again. went back in showered. and yuppp.

aug. 3 - woke up early. went home to SJ so john can make it back to class. got back to gilroy about 30 mins early so we stopped by sonics. LOL, sonics all dayyy. and got some breakfast. sat in the car ate. then went back home. drove john home & sophie home. i went home and knocked out! the end. sounds boring when i write it out but it was pretty fun. xD


Saturday, July 10, 2010

my dad is able to spend hours and hours talking to my uncles and aunts, but he cannot afford to take 5 minutes to talk to his child & wife.




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